A Message for Christmas and Beyond

christmas altar 17“Once I was in Victoria, and I saw a very large house. They told me it was a bank and that the white men place their money there to be taken care of, and that by and by they got it back with interest. We are Indians and we have no such bank; but when we have plenty of money or blankets, we give them away to other chiefs and people, and by and by they return them with interest, and our hearts feel good. Our way of giving is our bank.”  

– Chief Maquinna, Nootka.

For several weeks now, I’ve wanted to write something but I couldn’t seem to do it. The posts I thought to write had tentative titles like “Where are the Humans ? Down at the Post Office, in a Mobile Home next to a Cow Pasture” and “The End of Black Friday-My World Grows Smaller”

I think every idea I had, had a common theme like what’s happened to the humans?–I even typed that phrase in, in a google search and came up with this:

Recent experiences with my credit card company, a local hardware store and a home delivery food service company have me pondering the simple question: where have all the humans gone?

Maybe one day there will be touchtone keys for empathy, compassion, rapport and appreciation. In the meantime I will continue hitting the “0” button, waiting for a human to pick up the phone…

~Doug A Sandler

But meanwhile, as I was waiting for inspiration, things were changing in my life or rather in my thoughts: Every day I saw more and more insanity in the world and I wondered how I could possibly continue to live in it–if I read the ‘news’, I felt like I was swimming in the sewer and I quit reading it altogether [very, very little of it is true and relevant anyway].

I got off Facebook too..for the most part: *my blog posts will still get posted there but otherwise I am not participating. I got off Facebook because it began to seem increasingly fractured as if everyone was in their own small world, hoping for a ‘like’ or a ‘love’ but there didn’t seem to be any genuine coming together. That was my experience anyway. Even former Facebook CEOs have recently made statements about Facebook’s destructive capacity:

“I feel tremendous guilt… I think in the back deep, deep recesses of our minds, we kind  knew something bad could happen…

It literally is a point now where I think we have created tools that are ripping apart the social fabric of how society works. That is truly where we are.

It is a point in time where people need to hard break from some of these tools, and the things that you rely on.

The short-term, dopamine-driven feedback loops we’ve created are destroying how society works…”

~ former vice-president of user growth for Facebook, Chamath Palihapitiya

Still, all through these past few months, there was something that remained with me. It was a message from a Native American friend which seems especially meaningful in these times and though it may seem like something we heard from our parents when we were kids–the story about how they walked 2 miles through the snow to get to school after milking the cow, it isn’t like that. It really is the way things are in this community I live in and probably in many poor communities throughout the world.

So this is the Christmas message I want to pass on..

When I was young, I remember all my older relatives had a gentle compassion. When they had very little they were generous because they wanted to teach us the sacred value of being there for others. The accumulation of wealth was seen as disturbance in the cycle of reciprocity and being a part of family and community.

~Scott Thomas, Lakota

A week ago I went with a man from my community to Santa Fe–we went to pick up dog food and frozen meat for our wolfdogs, donated by a very kind and generous friend who has a wolf/wolfdog rescue center.

Pete and I have made this little trip several times and on the way, I like to ask him to tell me stories of what it was like growing up out here. MACLOVIA-LOVE-JESUS                                His mother had 22 children

Pete was in the middle and he grew up without running water or electricity. This time I asked what they usually had for dinner..thanks g still l '!7Well, he said, we killed a chicken or a rabbit, had green beans and corn from the garden, brought in water from the acequia and then used kerosene lamps for light. And those were the happiest and best of times he said……we hardly ever had to go to town and we never heard the word Cancer.

These past 2 years we’ve lived out here [me and the Brown Piglet] with almost no money and though it’s been incredibly hard and often terribly discouraging, I have learned how little we really need as we have become more and more self sufficientgreenhouse dec 17

And I’ve seen that money is very often used for Distraction. When you have money, you can take trips, go out to eat, buy things and for a while it will take you out of whatever you don’t want to face or deal with….But as the saying goes: “Wherever you go, there you are”

I would rather have had money, I would rather not have had to struggle so hard but if life is like a school where we learn and grow this is where my school took me. Because I would not have learned otherwise. Really it’s easy to see why poor people who vote for someone, thinking they will make their lives better are completely deceived. People who are born into wealth have no idea what it’s like to be poor and essentially and for the most part..they don’t care.

Dr. Elisabeth Kubler-Ross so often said:

You have to temper the iron. Every hardship is an opportunity that you are given, an opportunity to grow. To grow is the sole purpose of existence on this planet Earth. You will not grow if you sit in a beautiful flower garden, but you will grow if you are sick, if you are in pain, if you experience losses, and if you do not put your head in the sand, but take the pain as a gift to you with a very, very specific purpose.

Elisabeth Kubler-Ross

 

The countries of the world and especially the United States are self destructing and like the Roman Empire, cannot survive much longer. I suppose there are those who are still trying to pretend that everything will be okay and it will be but not in the way they think.

People will have to come together, share, help each other in order to survive and they will. This is becoming very evident with the natural ‘disasters’ like the hurricanes and now the California wildfires.

THE TAPESTRY

A while I go I sent out an email which I titled ‘The Tapestry’. I had often heard the spiritual teacher, Eckhart Tolle talk about a person’s life /life experience like a tapestry made up of pieces woven together, pieces which include one’s health, family, relationships, job and finances. Everything seems secure, safe..no worries and then suddenly a piece is ripped out, sometimes several pieces and this can happen in an instant.

In the recent fires in northern California, there was a family who lost everything in a few moments. They had everything it seemed: their recently built dream house in the mountains, 2 beautiful kids, health and happiness and suddenly, in just minutes everything was gone. Their children burned to death, their home burned to the ground and both parents were badly burned requiring months in the hospital and ongoing theapy. I think of them often and wonder how anyone can survive such great and unimaginable loss.

I write about this family because their story has stayed with me and because in some way that I can’t put into words, it’s related to the way I started this post: Where are the humans?  In my own life I have found he humans among the poor when I was doing home health and in this community that I live in -“those who know the sacred value of being there for others”. And having spent much of my life working with terminally ill patients and parents who lost a child, I have found them there, there among those who have known extreme suffering. As the worship of money, power and technology continues to increase, humans are harder to find but as the natural disasters grow, they are appearing like angels, coming to the forefront to help, to share and to bring back a feeling of community and connection.

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I’m posting 3 slideshows that I made about our life out here..off the grid surrounded by our animals. I have posted these before but since a lot of people have seemed to enjoy them, here they are once more.

If you would like to us help out in some way: contribute to the care of the animals who are mostly rescues, to the continuation of this blog  or just to help, you can do that here. It’s a huge challenge to keep everything going on *$600 a month and we would never have made it without the support of our community and the help of so many friends from all over the US, who have become like our family, creating a circle of goodwill and caring around us *The story of why $600 a month is here.

 

 

 

A day in the life/back to the land/beginning the garden

 

“I tell you in very truth, Man is the Son of the Earthly Mother…I tell you truly you are one with the Earth Mother; she is in you and you are in her. Of her you were born, in her do you live and to her you shall return again.

Keep therefore her laws, for none can live long, neither be happy but he who honors the Earthly Mother and does her laws.”

-Essene Gospel of Peace

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“The Earth will bring people from all walks of life together”

Jonathan Warm Day Coming, Taos Pueblo Artist

Yesterday I posted some photos of my greenhouse on Facebook. I don’t post much  anymore because it seems, at least to me, that Facebook is mostly about selfies, vacations, children and grandchildren etc…therefore I didn’t think anyone would be interested….but I was completely surprised by the number of people who responded to these photos…..pond indoor.jpgdill 2.jpgbig orange flowers:tomatos

The day before I had given a presentation at a women’s residential treatment center, “working with women to transition from correctional facilities back into the community.”

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Sangre de Cristo House Pena Blanca, New Mexico

I gave the presentation with my friend Atocha who is a healer/an herbalist. Atocha gave a short talk to the women, mentioning that she had been a corrections officer and also married to a man who spent several years in prison but it was her work as a healer that the women seemed to respond to and she told me later that a couple of the women  had come to her to ask if she would do a cleansing for them. Again, I was surprised–these women have spent time in prison and most have been heavily addicted to meth, heroin etc.  An herbal cleansing seemed so far from their reality, from anything they would be interested in or so I thought.

FINDHORN AND OUR GARDEN BEGINNING…

“Cease trying to work everything out with your minds. It will get you nowhere. Live by intuition and inspiration and let your whole life be Revelation.”
― Eileen Caddy

Last night I dreamed I was on the Titanic–the ship was beginning to sink and sounding the distress signal. I could hear people screaming loudly as the lifeboats were brought down and I remember wondering if I would survive. I don’t know if I did survive because I woke up but I know I had the dream because yesterday I came to the very frightening realization that after next month, I will no longer be able to afford to buy groceries…maybe some rice and a bag of beans..no more.   *This is not a joke or an exaggeration though some people treat it as such probably because they cannot conceive of that happening to them. Neither could I but now it has happened to me.

One of most favorite books is The Magic of Findhorn, written in 1975 by Paul Hawken. It’s the magical but absolutely true story of an upper middle class British couple, Peter and Eileen Caddy who having very suddenly lost their jobs, were forced to live in the one thing they owned, a 30 foot caravan/trailer. They lived with their 3 young boys and a friend in the only place available to them, a trailer park next to a garbage dump in northeastern Scotland.clunyThey had been managers of a large 4 star hotel called Cluny Hill and when they had taken guests to dinner, they had often laughed about the people living in the trailer park saying “Can you imagine living cheek by jowl in a dump like that?” And then they found themselves living in ‘a dump like that’. They lived there in their caravan for several years and because they were unable to get jobs, they started a small garden for a little bit of food: radishes, lettuce etc.caddy trailer That garden became world famous and grew into the Findhorn Community. “The eco-village at Findhorn is a tangible demonstration of the links between the spiritual, social and economic aspects of life and is a synthesis of the very best of current thinking on human habitats.”Findhorn-Foundation-and-Community

findhorn garden path

I read The Magic of Findhorn when it first came out and I think of it whenever I’m in a survival mode and in need of courage which has happened many times throughout my life.

magic of findhorn

So I decided that since I cannot BUY food anymore that we [me and the Brown Piglet], taking inspiration from the Findhorn garden, would grow our own fabulous garden.   We started yesterday…

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jody:garden 1rst day

It’s still early spring here in the mountains of northern New Mexico [it’s supposed to snow tonight]tulip emerginglilac buds

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but it’s the time to prepare the garden GARDEN:2ND DAY ROCKS.jpgand we should be able to plant the vegetables May 15th. We have a very large pile of cow manure…cow manure.jpg left over from our beloved milk cow, Tilly who died a few months ago.garden mounds.jpgI will take photos and post them as the garden evolves. In the meantime, there’s chard chard 2.jpgand lettuce lettuce potted.jpgin the greenhouse and lots of tomatoes soon to ripen.

And I will look for hope and inspiration and COURAGE as I wonder what in the world am I supposed to do????

The Caddys followed Eileen’s daily guidance no matter what- there was never any reason given for why they lost their jobs overnight but they came to understand that it was time for them to take the next step and this could not happen where they were and without a dramatic life change.

I’m posting THE FINDHORN video below…it’s very beautiful and inspiring

 

and The Current Economy/Eckhart Tolle   also relevant!